i think too much. i always have.
awhile back i came across a blog by allison johnston that she called stream of consciousness. it was basically a blog of all of her random thoughts in random order. so, since it’s almost the middle of the night and i’ve been tossing and turning for nearly two hours i decided to give it a whirl.

i’m hungry. but it’s one in the morning and i already brushed my teeth. we stay up too late here. it’s probably because of the internet. both a blessing and a curse. i love facebook chat. i also love that brian alonzo is on a good majority of the time to help me with my problems. i would be lost without my eye mask at night. maybe i will still use it at home as a stand-in security blanket? oh, home. it’s so close and yet so far away. mix of emotions. okay, that’s going to have to be another blog for another time. can’t do it tonight. oh my…1:06 am. i have to be up in six hours. one of these days i’ll sleep like a normal person again.
but i don’t ever want to be normal. i want to raise the dead. and that’s not exactly normal. good luck with all of this. i blame michelle. i am still craving coconut cream pie. the one thing they don’t have overseas. yum, pie. oh, i am still hungry. seriously, ashley. go to bed. bah, too many things on my mind. i wonder if anyone is still even reading this. probably grandma. oh, grandma. she’s my favorite. i’m currently obsessed with jake hamilton’s ’embrace.’ it’s probably changing my life. i need to do laundry. maybe that can be my project tomorrow afternoon. this is probably the worst blog i have ever written. but, i think it helped clear my head. it’s 1:16 am. i prophesy that i will be asleep by 1:30 in jesus’ name.
good night, world.
i promise a real blog will be coming your way soon.
