If you have been keeping up with my blogging you know then that God called me to blog everyday of my 40 days in the wilderness. I have not been obedient to that calling. See the devil snuck into my life right at a time where I was getting closer and closer to God. He lead me to believe a lie that was not true at all. I’m sure you have believe this lie also:
I AM ALL ALONE IN THIS SEASON OF MY LIFE.
I believed that the only people that could take care of me or understood me where thousands of miles away. I then started to believe this lie and started pushing people away because every time that they would try to help me I would think that they are just doing that because they feel bad for me, not because they love me or even cared about me.
God was trying to pull me out of this lie but I just got more and more angry at him for not healing me yet. I mean come on God I am two months into this injury and the pain is still very intense. I started to believe another lie. That God must not love me enough to want to heal me.
Looking back at the past week I cant believe that I believed all those LIES. Because that is all that they are. The lie that I am alone in my suffering is so far from the truth that I am just shaking my head because I feel silly for believing it. Not only do I have Jesus who actually understands pain. I get to go on coffee dates with so many of my friends and family members. people are constantly checking in on me, telling me they are praying for me.
Then to believe the lie that God doesn’t love me, is just crazy. I know God loves me. he shows it to me on a daily bases. But that is how strong the devil is. That if we put our guard down for even a minute he will come in and find our weak spot and attack there.
I wanted to share this struggle with you because we all have been guilty of believing the lies that the devil tells us. Those thoughts that are negative in your mind are straight from the devil. I pray that today you will recognize those lies and ask the Lord to take them away from you. They are not welcomed in our lives.
Live a life of joy not anger!
