4 days…continue to prepare me God…
I have been through many trials over the past 27 years….each one of them have shaped me into who I am today. Some events in my life have had great impact on me and who I am. I have many memories that I will always cherish forever. I have learned that many of these events in my life are so pointless now. They use to hold such value but as I grow in God I realize they are only a memory. I want memories of me sharing God and seeing people get saved. I want to see healing physically and mentally. I want to see people freed of sin in their life. I want to see the hurting smile. I want to be a part of this. I want to be a vessel for God to use in situations like this. I don’t want to be a part for my glory but be able to give HIM all the praise.
My heart is ready for this but AM I? What do I do to prepare for this? Will I ever be ready? As I grow in the Word and Will of God I am learning that HE is preparing me. I do not know what the future holds but I do know God is still in the people business. HE wants to work in and through us but we are so selfish and worried about ourselves that it is Hard for Him to work in and through us. It is so easy for us to live in and for the world because we are in control but when we honestly live for God we are no longer in control. That is so hard for us to do… we don’t want to give our ALL to God for the fear of what God may call us to do…
Why is it so hard for us to allow God to have ALL of us? Imagine the blessings we are missing out on in life? I am slowly and I said slowly allowing God to have ALL of me! I have had revival, an awesome church service pm and am today, prayer group on Monday, and uth on wed and each of them are building on each other to prepare me for training camp. I can not wait to get to camp. I know God is going to show me so much in my personal life that I did not even realize was there! Why do I think HE will work in my life in a mighty way… because I will be out of my comfort zone, surrounded by 70 plus people with the same passion as me, away from the world and its distractions, and I am expecting to meet with God.
Work in my life God prepare me for the next year of my life. Here I am Lord, I want you to take all of me and chisel away the bad so that you can use the good to the fullness you have planned for me. Help me Lord in my weaknesses and in my strengths. Thank you Lord for ALL that you are in my life. I pray as you give me Your all I can do my part and give you my ALL.
4 days… AUG 09 training camp … expecting great things through God!!!
