I tell you, it has not been the easiest thing being re-introduced into society and “normal” life, after time spent around the world with a renewed drive and re-defined sense of purpose.
No it has not been easy, and probably neither for most people that find themselves in similar situation. Even if its just you being awoken from a state of complacency to life and purpose in Christ out of your obedience to his words, even when not a “missionary”.
There is almost this new breath within, new excitement and dizzle in your steps, fire in your eyes, but not always with a clear direction it seems…especially being back in the States. And from that comes this missionary type lifestyle that is a tad difficult for me to describe. Not much money or none at all, almost homeless(thank God for family). Maybe eventually a part-time job, with just enough cash to sustain, waiting for that next big God initiative, with probably a concerned family, curiously and hopefully patiently waiting to see whats next.
Has God spoken yet? They wonder.
I dunno, I’ve just been having these thoughts of what does it look like for me to balance living my life out FULLY for Christ in COMPLETE trust, combined with Godly responsibility and wisdom. And I’m not just seeking out a cliche answer, although true, like…listen for the Holy spirit and be obedient.
The bible often talks about hard work and its proper wages, knowledge that God gives us, and the wisdom to apply it. I for one still have big financial obligations and debt that waited patiently for me to return from my travels, and there is a responsibility associated with that. Nonetheless, still an understanding, like in 1 Cor 3:5-8, God provides me opportunity to do the do, with given talents, skills and grace to see me through.
Ah!! Now I’m just rambling.
With this renewed drive and purpose, what does it look like to run fervently bringing God’s kingdom, displaying His glory, while being responsible with knowledge and the skill-set to drive change within my current U.S. environment, whether in corporate America, entrepreneur or as a part-time valet or barista…with that same purpose of mind.
