Training camp, well lets just say it wasn't what I expected. People are asking me, "so how was training camp?", the only thing I can think to say is, "it was crazy!". I have not felt so close to God in a long time, before t.c I had started to build up a lot of walls and I'm not sure why but I think satan just didn't want me to be in a good place and I was just afraid of where all this was going to take me. And when I got to Atlanta I just felt myself giving up to Jesus and He was tearing down those walls and Holy Spirit was fighting to have all of me. The love of God was washing over me and I felt vulnerable again. But satan doesn't like giving up, he will fight back and he was starting to build those walls back up by mid week and I was getting frusterated and upset. I left during worship one night to just go and cry to God, and I was begging for Him to speak to me, and as I was trying to listen for something profound 3 girls came to the top of the hill and just started shouting; " I will let go, I let go, I have the power, I am free!". I realized that even though they were there to get things off their own chest God was using them to speak to me. He needed me to just let go and let Him reign inside of me, Holy Spirit fill me now! I have been home one day and I already feel the chains creeping closer to imprison me but I refuse to let satan win! I will not have it, through Jesus I have the victory and there is power in His name and He will break every chain! In Jesus I have the power to be free 
