Dearest one,
Why do you cry? I called you to this because I love you and I want you to see everything. Don’t blind yourself to the beauty around you. I know you miss home and I am glad that you love them dearly. It’s okay to miss them, but don’t close your eyes and shut down. You CAN do this. I called you because of your capacity to love and your strength. I will never give you more than you can handle…remember? You are right where you need to be. Lean in closer. Don’t push me away. Let me love you. Let your team love you.
You were strong when needed to be, but now rest and let others help fight the battle. You don’t have to do it all. You don’t have to always be strong. Sometimes we need to rest, so come rest and let me love you. Let me show you many wonderful thing. Don’t let the devil upset you so much. Your family, friends, and Joshua are right where I need them to be. Don’t worry so much love. You are beautiful and you always make me proud. Every time I look at you I smile. I have big things waiting ahead for you. Please don’t pull away from me when you are sad. I want you to have the things I planned for you and I want you to experience them.
I am right here and it’s okay to cry in this moment. You are in my arms. I’m not going to leave you. You will make it through this and I know this to be true. You are needed dear one and only you can do what I have planned. For now just come and rest. Don’t worry what others think. Right now I need them to go out and fight. There will come a time when they will need to rest and experience breaking and that is when you will need to stand up and fight. However, now I need you to just keep coming to me to fill up and find rest. I want you to let me comfort you. I will let the others know that this is what I want.
Why do you still worry? It’s not up to them to decide what is best for you. I am LORD and I know what you need. Now take time to seek me and time to crawl into my arms and rest. Your family and friends love you and though they miss you lot they know that this is where you need to be. See I do take care of everything. If you were not on the race your mom would never know what she knows now, nor would the people I have called to the race have applied for it. I used you and I can use you. You will touch lives of those whom you will never meet in this life.
I love you dear one and I will never leave you. Please come and rest and try not to worry. I have it all under control.
Your Father in Heaven
