The other night I was sitting in my room thinking about the race and how much I have to do before I go and how long I will be gone. 11 months is a long time. I just started crying out to God. This is a huge leap of faith for me I have never done anything like this before. This is scary and exciting all at the same time (Is that even possible?). But then I heard God tell me to pick up a pen and paper and just write and this is what came out of my writing.
 
 
Proclamation:
The Joy of the Lord is my strength I will no longer let fear hold me back. I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength. I am a new creation the old things are gone. God has a great plan for my life to prosper and not harm me to give me a hope and a future. The Lord is my helper and He will never leave me. Christ died for me and rose again on day three, through Him there is life and life more abundant. He is a lamp to my feet and a light to my path. He is the same yesterday today and forever. I am more than a concur through Christ. The same power that raised Christ Jesus from the dead lives inside of me. If you believe in the Lord Jesus you will be saved. Submit to Him resist the devil and he will flee from you. Confess your sins and He is faithful and just to forgive your sins. Love the Lord your God with all your heart,soul, mind, and strength. Trust in the lord with all your heart lean not on your own understandings in all your ways acknowledge Him and He will direct your path. Christ died for your sins and rose again on the third day according to the scriptures. God so LOVED the world that He sent His ONLY Son. His love is more than all the grains of sand on the earth. we are the salt and the light. We are commanded to go into ALL the world and preach the Gospel to everyone. So Go and Do.
 
That’s the word I got. I was amazed to see that all those verses I learned from Awana club growing up would come back to encourage me latter in life to take that set of faith
 
Thank God for His merciful love.