It’s been quite awhile since I lasted posted, but it’s time! There have been so many things that I could’ve posted about but haven’t. From Gods provision to His faithfulness, many things have gone unsaid.
In saying that, it’s time I MAKE myself post. First off, I’m so sick and tired of myself. I’m so so sick and tired of the things that I do, and also of the things I don’t do. I’m tired of the culture that I live in and the complacency that my life is accustomed to. I’m tired of American culture and the lies it constantly feeds our people, and I’m tired of those things I pursue daily and what Ive pursued in my past. I’m tired of feeling like I need something when all I need is Him. I’m tired of waiting around and feeling like I’m accomplishing nothing. I’m tired of it all! Im sick and tired of the persona I put on daily, and I’m sick and tired of feeling like I have it all together. Because guess what, I don’t!!!!!!!!!
I’m a broken, scared, overly anxious, hurting, discouraged, did I say BROKEN?!, doubtful, lacking of faith and trust of God to provide, broken, anxious, and nervous person.
But while I’m all of that, I’m also a lot of other things. I’m a son of God, I’m complete and lacking nothing because I have it all in Him, I’m a Conqueror, a fierce warrior, i’m victorious and valiant, an heir to His Kingdom, a bright shining light, beloved, in trusted, a winner, powerful, redeemed, righteous, holy and pleasing to God, and mostly importantly, I’m FORGIVEN!!!
So, in this instance, I’m done with all of the baloney!!!!!! I’m sick and tired of it and I’m DONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Next blog, “I QUIT!!!”
