I have been trying to blog for two whole days y’all. I feel like there is so much I would like to share, but I find myself questioning where to start or what exactly to share, so today, I decided I would just start and let the Lord guide me.
I’ve been sitting in the cutest little Instagram worthy restaurant and cafe with a gorgeous view over the city.
I got some dope Jesus tunes blaring: a link below, in case you want to jam too.
Anchors By Sarah Jeurs:
I started reading through my journal and was just reflecting on what these past 3 months have looked like for me. & to be honest, I will say that it hasn’t looked anything like what I anticipated.
There are many things I have loved about this time, but there have been many others that I haven’t. However, I suppose that allows for strengthening and growth.
During training camp, we learned about the heart behind this journey and the 3 things that drive this UNSCRIPTED lifestyle, so I will share with you some of the things I have learned in the process.
DISCOVERY:
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the action or process of discovering or being discovered.
I have discovered that I enjoy more time alone than not. When things are not right and out of my control, it is okay to let them go. I’ve discovered that not everyone is born to lead and sometimes “leaders” fail too. I’ve learned that I can actually hold my tongue, be quick to listen, slow to speak and slow to anger. I am in control of how I allow others decisions affect me. Just because you are on a missions trip with a group of fellow believers, doesn’t mean there won’t be problems. Lowered expectations, make for less disappointments. Others see my gifts too. I have more power and authority than I think I do. The Lord delights in me. I am an influencer and world changer. God is still working things out for my good, I just need to trust Him.
OWNERSHIP:
noun
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the fact of taking responsibility for an idea or a problem.
I am what I am and I ain’t what I ain’t. I still make mistakes and poor choices. I too can be prideful and self-righteous. I should extend the same grace that is extended to me through our Lord and Savior. I don’t always have to agree, but I can still be respectful. Liking and loving others are two different things. It really is ok, if you are not everyone’s cup of tea. Be true to yourself. When I honor God first, I can honor myself and those around me better. My relationship with the Lord is special and unique, it doesn’t have to be similar to everyone else’s. I don’t have to believe what others tell me, I have to believe what God says is true. When I am not feeling fulfilled, I need to take a moment to ASK THE LORD what I can be doing different and if there is something I have disobeyed Him in that has caused me to miss out on more of His glory. Consistency, grace, and humility are things I am still working on.
KINGDOM:
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the spiritual reign or authority of God.
Ultimately, everything in my life is meant to point back to Jesus and all for the glory of His Kingdom. If I can’t put the Kingdom before myself or selfish desires, I am missing the mark. There are still issues in the body of Christ and the Church but if I choose to do better, walk in His truth and truly listen, I can set the example for others. It is not about you or me. Every decision matters, even the small ones. God is King and He reigns.
How lucky am I that I get to play a role in expanding His Kingdom?
Kingdom living means growing in understanding that my purpose in life is to live more fully according to His Word and His will. He has already given me the keys to the Kingdom, I just have to use them. By unlocking what He has already equipped me with, I can help others unlock their purpose and potential too. As believers, we are all called to “Go!” and “Make Disciples”. & the way we can do that is by remembering what Jesus taught, abiding and remaining in those truths and sharing it with others. Always doing our best to see and believe the best even when the circumstance doesn’t look promising, God’s promises are still true and sooner, rather than later:
“There will be a day with no more tears, no more pain, and no more fears
There will be a day when the burdens of this place,
Will be no more, we’ll see Jesus face to face” – Jeremy Camp, There Will Be A Day
Are you ready?
