Oh where do I begin….honestly I really dread writing this post! This post comes to you with much sadness and heartache! I will not be going on the world race. What a shock huh? It has been a shock for me, since world race has been my life for the last 3 months! It is crazy to plan and plan for something and then see it die. It was a very hard decision for me to make. But I have to also step out in faith and let it go and I hate that is so late in the game but it’s where I believe God is leading me. Something inside of me just wouldn’t let me have peace about it. Something wasn’t right and I do not want to be sent anywhere in this world with that feeling. I sought counsel from some godly people and friends and took sometime to pray and even a week off to not think about it and this is what lead me to make this decision.
I’m thankful though that this God is in this and is going to take care of me! It’s scary because I do not know what is going to happen tomorrow and it is making me really seek Him!
Please know that I am SO THANKFUL for all the encouragement and support each of you have given me along the way! I know that I am a different person because of this and God has already taught me to much within the last 3 months! I am so sorry if this is disappointing to you…..as it is hard to me to let you down!
On the other hand, God-willing, I hope to join a friend of mine soon in Indonesia for a few months if the details and circumstances work out…….to minister to a Muslim people group there, which maybe where God was leading me all along!
Also, the world race staff is meeting this week to decide on how to release the funds I have raised so far, so if you have supported me financially I will let you know soon about this!
So, the journey is not over! I KNOW FOR SURE God has given me a heart for the nations and to go….so if you think of me please pray that God will give me His peace and favor as he unfolds His plans for me!
With much love,
Amy
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