They took my bed away. Just came in a carried it away on a truck. They also took my bed sheets and pillow covers. I knew what I was doing. I willingly sold my belongings with the intention of not needing them this next year on the World Race. But as I laid down on the floor to sleep, I couldn’t stop the tears. These words sound dumb in my head, but I’ll write them anyways. This was the first time I fully realized what I was giving up for the World Race. I wasn’t just giving up my bed, I was giving up a way of life. I was trading in a bed for an sleeping pad, a house for a tent, and a closet for a backpack. I was trading in a life of comfort and pleasure for a life of struggle and suffering.
This season of life is a weird one, packed full with goodbyes and see ya later’s. As I leave College Station, a home I’ve known for the past 4 years, my heart’s so conflicted. I’m torn between the excitement of the journey ahead and the deep sadness that comes with leaving people you love. Oh, this is a sacrifice for sure. Trading in the comfy known for the scary black unknown makes me want to curl into a ball and plug my ears. Real mature, I know. Even though I’ve walked down the well worn road named The Unknown many times, my reaction is still the same.
Swerve. Let’s turn my fearful heart around. This year is going to be hard as heck. As I slept on the floor, I couldn’t stop thinking about how uncomfortable I was and am always going to be on the World Race. I will go without many more times than I am probably prepared for. But ya know what, who am I to think this is all about me, myself, and I. Jesus willingly gave up all His treasure, power, and authority for life here on earth. God Himself bled, wept, hurt, and suffered for each and every one of us. He sacrificed His life so we could have the fullest life. And if taking up my cross looks like selling my possessions and sleeping on the floor for a few months, then I will consider it a great Joy. Hallelujah, for He who carries us is faithful!
So listen up all you future World Racers. Yes, this road is full of adventure, but it’s also full of sacrifice. What are you willing to give up in order to follow Him? The road is narrow that leads to glory, and not all take it. Be careful to listen and obey God no matter what He gives and takes away, because the narrow road is oh so worth it. Pinky promise!
