Confusion and Grace

Not always fair and rarely kind 

not knowing leaves my mind pacing 

my spirit burdened and my heart racing what if this and how about that 

I can’t help thinking I’m up to bat

 it’s up to me to do it all 

to figure it out keep up my walls 

but then I take what is not mine 

the weight of the world inside my mind

Jesus stands with open hands 

says give me your burdens let them land 

inside my arm for only I 

can bear the world so please don’t try

I never meant for you to think 

this weight was yours that makes you sink

 my plans for you are for your good 

though rarely easily understood remember you can’t see it all 

but I won’t ever let you fall 

my spirits hear though you can’t see you have to choose you must believe for you I chose to give my life 

to defeat hell and pain and strife 

so one day you will be with me completely free from the enemy 

and all the confusion will subside 

when we are together you by my side

But until then I’m here with you

 I’ll never leave my word is true 

you have all your ever need 

inside your heart that’s where I’ll be equipping, encouraging, strengthening to

Filling with power that can’t come from you 

love everlasting enjoy without end 

and peace you can’t even comprehend

 I love you so much too much to explain so let it all go and clear out your brain trust me each step and step where lead for im with you forever and you are my seed