One day I told God that I really wanted to write poetry. 

He replied and said “okay, then do it”. 

Classic God. 

Here’s one of my recent pieces I wrote about my journey with what it means to love people. Hope you guys enjoy! 🙂 

 

I used to think…
I used to think it was a weakness to love deeply
to actually tell people how much you care about them
 
like putting a piece of yourself out there
only to get repeatedly stepped on
by people who weren’t ready
to steward what you were trying to give them
 
I used to think that loving deeply
in a ‘netflix & chill’ culture
would be seen as a flaw—
too clingy to be cool
 
somehow genuine love got downgraded
to superficial, momentary fulfillment
somehow, love now felt like a burden I didn’t want to bear
 
so I stopped.
 
I used to think that it would be easier:
hiding my desire to love people for the sake of fitting into a world
that is desperately searching for authentic love
but also runs at the first hint of it
 
it’s ironic, huh?
but here’s what I’ve learned from what I used to think:
 
love seems scary because once you admit you love someone
life is no longer just about you;
it means you lose a little bit of the control
that everyone seems to hold so tightly to
 
love forces you to be selfless
to care about someone else more than you care about yourself
love means you give people freedom to choose
even if that means they don’t choose you in return
 
I’ve learned that loving people
deeply, genuinely loving people
is perhaps the scariest, most rewarding thing
this life has to offer  
 
because in the end
all people really want is to know that they are loved
not in spite of their flaws
but because of them
not in spite of their dark past
or seemingly unconquerable present
but because they are becoming a vital piece
of the redemption story God is unmistakably weaving
 
we were designed to be loved
we were designed to love
 
we love deeply because
He always has and always will
deeply love us