I finished the school year and I am currently home right now. Looking back on everything that has happened this year, I am in awe of how the Lord has redeemed so much in my life. He didn’t make me run from my problems but tackled them with me and showed me an insane amount of patience.
One thing that I always hear is that God meets us where we are, but He doesn’t leave us there. That has been my year in one sentence. woah.
He saw my mourning and sat with me. He say my hurt, and embraced me. He was in no hurry to get me to my “next level of faith”. He was patient. He sat with me night after night. He doesn’t rush the process of sanctification. I have seen the daily Jesus. The one that is excited to wake me up every morning and doesn’t remember my sins from yesterday. I saw a Jesus that loves repentance and hates regret. He cares deeply for my heart and was in no rush to turn my mourning into dancing.
But haha oh boy, it happened.
My surroundings don’t match what I’m feeling. He is showing me how I should not rely on emotions, but joy is so much more than an emotion. Its in my identity. Its my new name. I was made to look at my Father and dance with joy and I am slowly returning to my real identity.
As the world race is approaching, I want to let you know what I expect. I know for a fact that there will be hard moments.. but don’t doubt that Jesus won’t be the center of it.
Atmospheres will change
Eyes will be opened
Hearts will awake
Bodies will be healed
Walls will fall
Feet will dance
We will rejoice in surrendering
I am new. The old in me is gone and I cannot wait to learn more about His goodness for His children this next year. I am so expectant and I want you to join me in this same expectation. God is calling me to a deeper understanding of how I carry His presence. I carry heavens song in me. Every step I take next year will be on heavenly ground.
Thank you so much for you support!! Join me in prayer as I surrender this next year to Him.
