Am I ready? Am I set?
In less than 8 hours me and my team of 6 other people will be leaving for India. There we will be staying in the city of Ongole partnering with a man named Doug Kelly where we will be doing Operation Saturation (OSAP). That means that we will be church planting and making our own toilet. There is so much that we could be doing as part of church planting, but this is the only information that I have been given and can give you all.
But, on a more emotional level the true answer I would have to say to that is no…..
I am sitting here around 8 hours until we leave and I am not ready. Is there something wrong with me for saying this? I am struggling to feel like I am not alone and that there is a place for me on my team. I look around me and all of my teammates are laughing, having a good time, and making friends. Why can't I do this?
The Lord is strand and can cast out many things and I am praying that He can cast this out of me right now.
