What a life that I get to live.
I have been given a heart to help show the nations of this earth see how amazing my God is and I get a chance to travel the world and show them His love. But I have been anything but calm about this journey. He has showed me that I will have to trust in Him with all my heart…I mean I cant just raise 16,000 dollars over night.
I have NEVER had to raise this type of money and I never thought that I would have to. I mean its a scary number but that’s just it, its a number. I see the money that is being donated to me as a chance to see other people come to Christ and for me to show people love. I get to go to 11 countries and serve in varies ways and show everyone how much my God loves them!
But I have already struggled with fundraising. Today in my car on my break I just broke down in tears because I had a thought of what were to happen if I didn’t raise the money? And I instantly got a response, “Why do you have little faith in my plans for you?”…………..and I lost it even more. I started to plead with God and to tell Him that I trust in Him and I know that I will be going. And before I knew it I realized how clam I felt and I know it was because of Him. I mean how can anyone explain that feeling of pure joy for such a reassuring feeling.
And yes I am still stressed out about raising this money but it has turned into a very blessed feeling. I have a God who absolutely adores me and I get to go show the world about Him so they can feel the same way! I am beyond blessed and I needed that slap in the face from God to show me that He will provide and I just need to do my best and He will do the rest!
What a God that I live for. Who has given me a heart for this work and who is going to provide for all of my needs!
