My name is Alyssa Muntz and this is what the enemy says about me
Hey Alyssa. I love watching you fail. The fact you thought you had what it takes to serve people all over the world is entertaining. You are horrible at teaching. You didn’t do well in school, how are you suppose to teach someone?! You couldn’t even finish college! Ha. Alyssa.
You are stupid for thinking that you could do this. You should probably just quit and go home. Quit this like you quit everything else. You are worthless. You are not loved. You have no place here. No one that cares for you. No one that misses you. Can’t you see that by now? Run!
Run away. The people that are on your team do not trust you. They don’t even really like you. None of them chose to be on a team with you, they just got stuck with you. Let that sink in Alyssa. They didn’t choose you, they didn’t want you.
Everyone around you is thriving here, they are growing in relationships with that so called God of yours. But not you, Alyssa. You are stagnant. You are like rush hour traffic on I-25.
Don’t even get me started on your fundraising you think you have so little to go and yet nothing is coming in. No one wants to donate to you. They don’t think you are worthy, because let’s be honest, you’re not. You are not going to reach people, it has been three months and what have you done? What do you have to show for it? Stop embarrassing yourself, and stop lying to yourself about this so called impact you’re making.
My name is Alyssa Muntz and this is what my God says about me
Hello Beloved. You are exactly where I want you to be. Don’t worry, daughter, I am right there with you through every struggle. You are growing, this is what I want for you, keep pushing into me. I’m meeting you where you are at. You don’t need to pretend with me. Come as you are.
Remember when you were in Thailand and I showed you the World Race? Well now we are here and you are doubting, stop. I want you here, I want you to show people the light. Alyssa, I want to use you in ways that you havent seen before, surrender everything you have, I promise it will be worth it.
I have given you gifts, explore them, use them. You will not fail, even if the world tells you that you failed or you feel that you have failed, you haven’t, you obeyed. I will be there to pick you up off the sidewalk just like I picked you up off your dorm room floor when you were broken. I came through there and will come through time and time again for you.
You are creating a lasting impact. You are planting seeds, I will send people after you to finish what we have started here in Vietnam, in Nepal, and in India. Everywhere you go you need not to worry. come to me with your worries. Come to me with your struggles, I want to hear what is on your heart.
You are beautiful I see with perfect eyes. Do not let earthy people define your worth. I love you, I created you, and you are marvelous.
Beloved, the funds will come in to keep you on this journey. Be patient. I have provided thus far and I will continue to provide, just keep trusting in me.
Hey, and Alyssa? I know you know all of these things, but let’s just make a point to remember all I have told you, all I have promised you. Come to me all hours of the day, and I will remind you if you want.
You are going to do big things in this world Alyssa.
*I got this idea from my squadmate, Hillary Barry, check her blog out here!*
