For so long so many things about the race seemed so far away.  I had months before anything fun was going to happen.  And now, training camp is a week away and it came out of nowhere. 

I am really excited and also pretty nervous for camp.  To focus on the exciting part I went shopping for gear.  My awesome friend Tim came with me, thank goodness because when I walk into a outdoor/camping store alone I look around, get overwhelmed, and walk out.  We walked out with a backpack, tent, sleeping bag, and a few other odds and ends.  When I came home I wanted to try out some of my new things.  This basically turned into a game of me trying to blow up my sleeping pad while my adorable little nephew crawled all over it and me. 

And then a few days went by and nerves started to set in.  I have never been a big camper.  It is something that in my head I think is awesome and I really like it.  But the longest I’ve ever gone in a tent is probably one night. 

So for the next week I will keep praying and turning to God to let him help me through the nerves.  To give up all my anxiety to Him so I can go have a blast at training camp.