So the past few weeks I have been really down and out of it. I have felt alone and I have felt like I’m not good enough to live up to any standards. I know that sounds sad and depressing but God is weighing it on my heart to share this with you.
So, I was at church on Wednesday and I was so upset. I ended up going to my car and crying. While I was in there, I was listening to Air1. There was a song playing, I can’t remember which one, but it was saying that I’m a fighter and I will make it through this, and I’m not alone. Right when that message spoke to me, my friend, who is also going on the Race, texted me. I called her without even fully reading her long message.
We talked for about 10 minutes and she helped me through that.
I guess what I’m trying to say is that you are never alone. The devil tries to get in your head and tell you that you are, but you’re not. Since Wednesday, God has really opened up my eyes and I realize that I am not alone and I am valuable, and I always will be. And so will you.