I am putting all of my TRUST into the Lord in this season of life. I am TRUSTING that He will provide the funds needed for this trip. I am TRUSTING He will push me. I am TRUSTING He will carry me through the days when I just want to come home. I am TRUSTING that He will keep me and the rest of my squad safe while we are out of our comfort zone. I am TRUSTING that He will keep me and my squad mates healthy while we are expanding His Kingdom.
I’ve recently been TRUSTING God with a lot more than ever before. I have been TRUSTING Him with all the aspects of my life that I have no control over.
I TRUST Him with my brothers disease. I am REALLY TRUSTING that God will keep him healthy while I am away. I am TRUSTING that God will heal his body in a mighty way. I am TRUSTING God that Taylor will be able to have another child (Lord willing while I’m gone because then I can come home to a new niece or nephew and if you know me at all, you know how excited I would be!!! HINT HINT TAYLOR)
Today, my “youth pastor” (I don’t know what else to call him because I know he hates that title) resigned from his position at the church. I have been going to Calvary for almost 3 years and he is all I’ve ever known. I pleaded to God asking “WHYYYY?” But now as I am reflecting over the years, I need to take what he taught me and share it with others.
I am currently TRUSTING that the Lord will bring someone to Calvary that is just as amazing as Jordan. I can’t be down and upset about it because then I fell like my TRUST in the Lord is falling short. God WILL provide. I need to stop worrying and start TRUSTING even more!
(Jordan, if you’re reading this; THANK YOU for all you’ve done. Seriously. I look up to you so much. It’s been amazing having you as my pastor. Even saying “thank you” a million times does not do is justice.)
Thank you Jesus for putting TRUST on my heart. I really need to TRUST you more. You have proven to me over and over that TRUSTING you needs to be my top priority especially in this season in my life.
