When I first heard about leading a Passport Trip, there were lots of conflicting thoughts. It lined up with my passions: Missions & College students. I specifically wanted to go to SE Asia because I want to go there long term. This would be a step in that direction. However, I also had doubts. I’ve studied leadership, but I was never someone chosen to be in a leadership role. I would now be responsible for a group of 10 to travel internationally and help them grow in the Lord. Was I qualified to do that? Yet, I still could tell this is what the Lord wanted for me in this season.
Now that we’ve been on the field for a week, this role has been some of what I thought it would be and some of what I didn’t. The Lord has given me such a love for these girls. I’ve taken a girl to the clinic. We got to paint the inside of the school room. We’ve worshipped and laughed together. I’ve gotten to see their personalities, passions, and even some fears emerge. I’ve had to hold firm to what they’ve been asked to do. I’ve also got to love them through it all.
I’ve figured out my leadership style a little bit. I’ve also figured out where boundaries come in and how to schedule my day instead of letting things consume my day. I’ve seen these girls get it as they declared scripture over the kids in worship. I’ve also had to redirect them and show them what it looks like to follow through.
Most of all, I’ve learned that I can’t do it on my own. I need the Lord and His perspective. I also need a support system. People who pray for me and share their wisdom. As I figure out what Allison looks like as a leader, I want to thank you for your support of me. You’ve been with me as I’ve figured out who God made me to be and the passions he’s put inside me. You’ve encouraged me and shown me the Lord’s goodness.
I couldn’t do this without you!
All my love,
Allison
P.S. I still have about $1600 to raise in order to be on the field with these lovely ladies. If God is placing it on your heart, please hit the support button above!
