Those days where you just feel speechless, caught up in His beauty and peace.
Constant joy just flowing inside you.
I don't understand it but it's so good. I'm the type to get overwhelmed, I'm easily excited, and just as easily I can be hurt. Almost always everything external effects what I am feeling. I don't like that and I have been learning and practicing how to maintain control over my emotions. But every once in a while I need no external cue and I have no control, my spirit stirs in peace and adoration, and in general, just gets excited. I just want to share what's been on my heart this past week during training camp, especially today…
I’m blown away by you today.
breathe in…
Who am I that God would be so mindful of me knowing every detail of me better than I know myself? He knows the little things that make me smile. He romances me in that way, showering me with his love and gentleness daily. I don’t have an explanation or reason why he loves me. He just does because I am HIS. I AM SO HIS!
His timing is perfect. His touch is gentle, and his voice is soft. His love is strong. His ways are so much higher and greater than mine. His plans are immaculate. Intricate. God is so mysterious to me. Just when I think I’ve got him figured out and I've met him, I realize he’s still a stranger to me in the depths of his character and in the vastness of his love and grace. But O my goodness he is faithful! He is just and he loves. He is always for me and never against me.
