Wow Training Camp. God just hit me up like whoa! He totally rocked my world. I don’t even know how to explain all the work He did in me and my squad this past week.
By the third night of camp, I found myself with my head between my knees weeping because I felt that because of my past, I could never be good enough for God. I couldn’t comprehend God actually loving me. After about 30 minutes of bawling my eyes out, I felt God’s love physically wash over me and I felt God calling me His sweet, innocent daughter that He loves so much. And I finally believed Him.
I had no idea my past was still haunting me and that I still had so many walls up. But thank GOD he ripped those walls down, kicked Satan’s butt, and showed me how much He loves me.
By the last day of camp, I had a completely fresh and magnified JOY in my God as my Pappa that I never knew existed.
Before camp, I was somehow still basing God’s love for me on my own actions. I could have told you last week, “God loves us all so much,” but it wasn’t personal. I believed in my head that God loves everyone, but I didn’t believe in my heart that God loves me.
But God showed me this week that I am forgiven.
I am redeemed.
I am restored.
And I am LOVED.
God loves me SO much. I am his precious daughter, and I am ADORED by him.
God is SO good!
Thank you to all of the AIM staff who put on such an amazing and powerful week, and thank you to my Pappa who loves me enough to renew my heart, prepare me, and send me. I am so thankful.
Ahhh God is so good I can’t even stand it!!
Thank you to all of you who are supporting me and following me on this journey. I hope it encourages you in your faith. This is just the beginning.
