I feel like I blinked and somehow arrived on the doorstep of month 11. It’s crazy how quickly this year went by when Im not trying to tick off days for the sake of getting through them, but I actually take my time to be present in them. Praise the Lord for his infinite grace that has pursued me, and taught me so much this last year.
I’m really thankful that although it was like pulling teeth, he taught me how to live for right now. Not in the future, or the past but right now. I can take hold of his love for me now. Not when I have the perfect job, or I’m living a life that seems to be perfect in all my instagram posts. I can choose to remain, and abide right now.
I’m not sure how I quite feel about going home completely, but I do know that I’m excited to truly share with people what the Lord has done, and is doing. I’m so thankful for the people who will pour into me as I pour into them, and I’m thankful for the constant love that always surrounds me. I love you all so much and I can’t believe that this amazing journey is coming to an end. The best part about it is that even though the race is ending, I feel like I’ve only scratched the surface on what the Lord has for me. It’s only been a starting point, to get me where he needs me to take me deeper. That has seriously been the most encouraging thought, and I praise the Lord for a hope that is everlasting, and will come to pass. Please continue to pray for me, and be patient and graceful with me. I’m not sure where my head will be at, but I know it will mean everything to have you guys stick it out with me as I transition back to life in the states. I’ll see you all soon!
Love,
Alisha
