you know in movies like…The Goonies…towards the end when they end up riding down those water slides before being dumped out in front of the pirate ship? It’s like that crazy slide came out of nowhere and the whole ride they are trying to gain a bit of control just so they can gain their bearings… That’s how I feel at the moment… like I was walking along, trying to get things done properly, etc. when all of a sudden there was this huge push and I’m spinning down this water slide tyring to figure out what is going on, where I am, and where I am going. Once I get to Ignition(Training Camp) I will have reached the point of no return and that has caused reality to come crashing in. Please don’t think I am second guessing this trip… I mean yes I have asked if this is really it,but I knew it was…I just felt better asking, I suppose.I trust though, that when I reach the bottom of this water slide and see that pirate ship, I will be so excited about the Journey I will be off on by October. There is just that human part of me that stands before something massive and almost buckles at the knee when trying to take it all in….Still…this will be a marvelous adventure…(: