The only thing I know is that I am already winning, I pass the test,
I have gold in my hands and I will have it forever.
I didnt know what to write. I’ve been struggling with it, but God is so good that he always gives me peace about a topic and right know instead of crying I feel peace and joy.
So many times I’ve been wanted to quite the WR. Why? Fear, and this fear is not constantly in my mind. Not only that, people come and talk to me and they say: HOW ARE YOU GOING TO HAVE THE MONEY? You dont have job, how are you going to pay for the mission trip? Are you traveling or serving the Lord? (lots more)
The devil knows that does words affects me.. and a lot. He knows that I seriosly don’t want to hear that and a lot of the times I dont understand why they just dont say it, but guess what.. God let that happend for a reason. To test our faith. Simple and logic.
In Matthew 4:1-11 talks about when Jesus was tempted. We all are tempted every day, but is our decision if we take that temptation or not. Not only that how we take it. Are we going to cry, quit get stress or nervous. Jesus didn’t and with his help we can say NO AND WIN.
But what happends when we lose a squad mate before the race?
This week they told us that one of our squad mates, Anastacia, died in a car crash. I seriosly couldn’t believe it. She was 23. I was in shock specially because I was going to meet her in person in a couple of weeks!!!I am deeply sad but at the same time I have Joy and Peace. She’s in a better place right know.
A lot of you might be thinking that it was a waste of time for her or the devil won by not letting her go to the WR. But no it wasn’t. Anastacia didn’t make it to the mission trip, but guess what the devil LOST AGAIN! She actually minister a lot of people during this process, that’s what she wanted. She told us that a couple of people were really inspired by her, that they wanted to share God the way she was doing it. That worth more than anything. More than all the money we need for the World Race. God use her and that was what she wanted.
If we are with God and don’t let temptation win we will gain more than we think… So I choose Christ and it doesn’t matter if I make it or not to the WR. I’m already a WINNER !
My squad and I passed tha test !
(P.S.: Sorry for my grammar.. 🙂 )
