So everyone always asks what’s next, people can’t be in the here and now, it’s always looking ahead, which is hard for me because I’m not naturally a planner so I don’t ever know. The only thing I did know, is be home till brothers wedding, then I can go and do whatever I want, even if that’s still be here. Honestly I haven’t really been thinking of my kingdom plans at all because I guess I just took a break from it?
Coming home, I did the whole non-committal thing about every single thing in my life, and then God just had to slap me in the face and say, ‘you’re here, be here.’ Nothing within the last 5 months is how I would have planned it to be, things happened I didn’t want to happen and things I wanted to happen didn’t happen. That’s never really happened before for me, everything kinda just always worked out, so it was a learning experience to say the least, but I keep learning everyday how not in control I am of my own life.
So here I am post wedding, and finally at a place where I’m starting to question what’s next. I know this period has been a transitional one, and although it didn’t look like how I expected it to, I feel almost as if I am transitioning into a new stage, and I’m thankful and I don’t want to miss it. I don’t want to be too busy or comfortable that I don’t hear the new plan, so I ask for prayer. I’ve got some great ideas as to what’s next, but I tried a lot of things on my own within these last five months and they didn’t work out so great.
Do I stay in the states and do big things here? Or do I go back to a country I loveeee and do big things there? Or do I go to a new country and do big things there? Either way, I need to do it big, because the kingdom is big and I have it to bring.
