*disclaimer: I started this blog month 1 and it has taken me until month 3 to post it.
When I signed up for the World Race I had absolutely NO idea what I was in for. At first, I thought it would just be an awesome way travel around the world while helping some people along the way. Maybe painting some walls or digging some ditches… boy was I wrong! It wasn’t until I actually went to training camp did I learn about the spiritual depth of this thing. It’s ALL about the feels…
This trip is about way more than just serving others, it’s about your own personal relationship with Christ. At training camp, they told us was NOT a mission trip, but a spiritual journey.
I totally get it now…
After spending the first month in the Dominican Republic and the second month in Haiti, I feel like I have been more of a mess than ever… But I’m being told that it’s okay. God has been working inside of me more than I could have ever imagined. I’m still not sure I’m comfortable with it, but it’s happening whether I want it to or not.
I have been challenged, loved, and prayed for more than I could ever get used to. I’m still astounded everyday by the way this community is growing at an extreme pace and the lifelong friendships that are being made. Like seriously this is so unnatural, but somehow it works. When we talk to the locals here it is amazing to see how similar our lives are even though we live oceans apart. I’ll admit, I’m still struggling to really find my place and purpose on this team, but I’m completely open for God to use me in whatever way He sees fit. If that means praying, singing, preaching, or whatever else, I’m down for it! I know that I am here for a reason and that it was not by chance. I’ve been learning that vulnerability isn’t so bad as I thought it was. Your struggles aren’t something that you have to hide, but they are a part of your story and need to brought to the light. Also, when you are open and vulnerable with your struggles it allows others to see who you truly are and are able to love you through it. It’s crazy how we hide things from others because of the way we think they are going to respond (which is totally always wrong). So, i’ve learned to just let it out and when you are surrounded by people who love you, it really isn’t such a big deal at all. In fact, it creates more opportunities for trust and vulnerability.
#feedback4life
Now I’m in Costa Rica and so far it is AHHHMAZING! This is the first month that it is just my team together. All 6 Pearls sharing a small apartment. It’s has been awesome (and sometimes hard) getting to spend so much time with my team. I love learning new things about them everyday. I couldn’t have asked to be in a better place with cooler people!
– Costa Rica info blog to come!
//Every weakness you have is an opportunity for God to show His strength in your life.//
Thank you everyone for your continued support and prayers. I would not be here if it wasn’t for your love and generosity.
Keep praying!!!
Love, Abigail
