Hey God. I’ve spent a lot of time with you today, but it still doesn’t feel like enough. I could spend the whole day with you, and it wouldn’t be enough. You are worthy of so much more. I don’t have enough time to give you all the praise you deserve. You’re so good.
Month 4 has been tough on me, lol like you didn’t know. The last week in Guatemala, I was saying I wanted Asia to be a time of growth and uncomfortability. Not sure I was fully prepared for what I was actually asking in that moment, but looking back, boy am I glad I prayed that prayer. Boy am I glad that I asked you to make me uncomfortable because in that stretching, you are giving me deeper revelations of you.
I’m sorry that I’ve struggled so much with going into quiet time with excitement. I’m sorry that I didn’t look at quiet time as entering into your presence. God thank you that you extend so much grace on me, that when I finally did come to the realization of how truly amazing it is that I get the privilege of just sitting with you, you get excited with me.
God, thanks that you make me even a tiny part of the aroma in Heaven and of Heaven. Thank you that, though you dwell in unapproachable light, you reveal more and more to us daily, and that you call us closer to you. Thanks that every day, you mold me to look more like you.
God, thanks for the inheritance you want us to have right now. Thanks for the hope you have called us to. Thanks that even though you have hundreds of millions of angels praising your Holy name, you choose us to be your inheritance and desire us so deeply. Thank you that you call us chosen and worthy, sons and daughters of the King.
Thank you that with you, there are no limitations. That we can do all things through Christ who strengthens us, and that you give us your immeasurable power. Thank you that you give me the authority to heal people, to cast out demons and move mountains, and that you walk with me through it all.
Thank you that church isn’t a building, but it’s our identity. Thank you that you see us as holy. Thank you that we are set apart. Thank you that you pull us out of darkness and into the light. Thank you that there is no condemnation in the Kingdom. Thank you that we are the temple and that you dwell in us. Thank you that you sent your son, born to die, so that we would become spotless. Thank you that His body was broken so that we could be the body of Christ. Thank you for the glory that you invite us into.
Thanks that even though I am so unworthy of all these promises, you call me worthy. Thanks that you’re such a good, good Father. Love ya a lot.
-Abbs
ps shoutout to francis chan for helping me uncover deeper revelations of god this morning u a real og & i recommend listening to him xoxo
