Hey friends. If you haven’t heard yet, I’m coming home. Due to the spread of the Corona virus and the problems with borders closing, Adventures in Missions has made the decision to call all squads home. I can’t quite wrap my mind around it all yet so I’ll just tell you how I’m feeling and how you can pray for me.
I’m really sad. Losing my race family so suddenly breaks my heart. I’ve loved them and fought hard alongside them for a long time and losing them so suddenly really really hurts.
I’m angry. Angry that the enemy has such a stronghold on our country and that so many people are stuck in fear. Angry that I’m losing two and a half months of my race. Angry that there’s nothing to say to make it better.
I’m discouraged. My head knows that the Lord has a plan for all of this but my heart isn’t there yet and I just don’t see the good in all of this.
I’m trying to be excited. I’m trying to be a light and bring goodness back to a country in chaos but I’m scared and I’m nervous. I know there has to be good here because He promises not to hurt us. I know that this is not happening to punish me but because something so big and so beautiful will one day come from it.
Pray for me and for my squad as we transition home. Pray for our leadership as they have had to make some extremely hard decisions. Pray for our ministry host, REAP Granada, and for all the good they will continue to do. Pray for our country, for hearts to be restored and for fear to fall away.
America, I’ll see you soon. Please be patient with me.
All my love
abby 🙂
