So I sit here
not knowing the words yet to help me see the light. I’m reaching through the fire. I want to see the kingdom 
and be caught in
the mystery. My arms are opened wide,
swallowed up by life.
Feels like a
brand new day and I know I am not the same. Cause I see you and I need you and I know I cannot lead you if I
tried. I have tried almost
anything. Leads me to the same place, on
my knees or on my face.
The nations
fall, when you speak and you have spoken over me. I am tired of giving up so easily. The way you keep loving me. Changes everything I see. It’s a mystery.
Why do I sit
here and feel hurt and not see that I am sitting in the mystery of who 
you
truly are. You have knocked on my hearts
door and instilled missions in my life and that mission is you.
This is what I
have been called to. This is what we
have been called to. To stand up and hear heaven’s call. To live love and give love, to those who
don’t know of the abundant and true love of God. I am child of God. We are children of God. We are an army of love. We are to carry truth to the world. We are the kingdom of God.
