Lord
is it safe. I’m nervous, I don’t
know what to except. What if I put
one foot out and just test it.
Will that be okay. I just
don’t want to be wrong. It seems
safe but its definitely not what I am use to. Wait Lord I see a hole. I can see really good from here, Lord just let me stay here
until I feel comfortable. I have
already given so much of myself.
You asked me to step outside of my comfort zone. Well I have met 60 people today
Lord. That was definitely outside
my comfort. You want more of
me. I know my prayer has been to
stretch me. But Lord how much can
you stretch me in this box I’m in.
You want me to get out.
Lord I don’t know if I have the strength to do that. These people that I have met. They worship different then I do, they
prayer differently then I do, their passions are different then mine, they
actually admit that they are scared but they are willing to face that. I think I will be so much safer in this
box. So you are telling me this is
all new to these people to. Well
Lord I can’t see that. Trust
you. Lord I am trying. I know you
are so much bigger then this box.
I am just terrified.
If
I could sum up my thoughts at the end of this week then those words would try
to put justice to them. I started
my week at training camp terrified and overwhelmed and left camp terrified and
overwhelmed. But leaving I wasn’t
confined like I was before I came.
I have found freedom in Christ.
There
are so many situations this week that challenged and strengthened me that I
would love to share with you. But
it would be a never-ending book.
So I want to leave you with a question. Are you peeking through a hole?
