I was trying to think what to write tonight there so much just running through my mind it gets to the point were it becomes hard to stop them some good some bad some confusing but I’ll save that for another night I will ask that you will pray for me and my church and my future pray that god gives me his guidance become things are well weird lately. 

How ever tonight I’m not going to write anything to deep I just figured I’d let you all know what I’m up to and just a bit about the trip I should have wrote about the trip long ago I know but I will tonight. So first off I should be sleeping right now cause it’s almost 2 in the morning here and i have to be in the car tomorrow to head 8 hours to Ottawa for my graduation I did really care about going but my parents want to see me graduate so were off but it is good I just don’t like walking across the stage as most of you know I hate being in front of a lot of people thanks to camp I have a little more practice with that eh lol. lets see the other things that are going on right now well I am going to be attending a class for starting a business its just a day class were they give you the information to get a business up and running. After that I am going to be applying for a 150 thousand dollar business grant probably wont get the full 150 but hoping for at least 25 to 50 thousand that way I can start my own studio I’d really like to get in to one travel Photography stuff like landscape, plants, animals, and culture I would also like to get into commercial photography mostly on the magazine side for food magazines ,sports, and movies. The other thing is that I’m probably going to be taking on a bigger role in my church for example starting to help out with youth mostly on the media and preparation side stuff like advertising events youth photography event photography posters bit of web design helping in kids class and stuff like that. those are just the good things lol theirs lots going on and i have a lot of things to sort out which I will tell you about another time maybe next week or something. 
Now for the training camp. What a ride that was, the thing I really found funny about training camp was the fact that I’m not a big fan of crying but that week I did my share of it, it was a stretching and emotional week for sure but all for the good  it was amazing.
Getting to see such character in all of you racers and see how every one came together as a family it was really good to see and I’m glad to know that you guys are the 2009 racers because your an amazing group. I’m not a fan of hanging with a lot of people I like my personal space but with you guys it wouldn’t have mattered if there were a thousand of you I would still have felt at peace because there is just such a joy around you guys. I remember the first day the day I got on my plane I was thinking oh man what am I doing I don’t even know these people. I was worried because I’m not a big socializer, now this is were i should say but i got there and it was great lol but thats not totally true yes it was great however when I got there it was as I figured it would be a lot of people all socializing and getting to know each other and i was thinking oh man this is going to suck lol. I know bad thoughts already not good eh but anyways I sat down kinda hoping no one would say anything for a while but that didn’t happen lol in fact I think before i sat down someone had already started to talk to me way to start working on breaking my walls early guys lol but you I’m glad that you guys didn’t let me just sit out because it really helped me work through a lot of my stuff and once I started talking to people I really started to feel at peace hearing peoples stories knowing that a lot of us have gone through similar things and hearing some of your amazing stories like sam’s story I was lucky enough to hear it and a few others and wow you know you guys all have an amazing story of God in your lives and knowing that you guys are going to be going and sharing god with others puts a smile on my face. there so much I could say about this training camp funny stories like about airport security to Anthony’s bear attack lol sorry had to mention it but this was a great experience it stretched me and hopefully will keep stretching me I made a lot of great friends who I hope to see again soon and I want to say thanks to the leaders and the speaker you guys are doing an amazing job and I pray that your numbers reach higher and higher each year you guys are doing great things bring people closer to God and for that I thank you hope to see and hear from you guys again soon. 
Although I will not be going with you guys on the race I want you to know that where ever you are I will be with you in prayer I pray that God use each of you in great ways I pray that he stretches all of you over the next year and helps each of you grow closer to him and that he keeps you safe as you share his message that he helps you get through the tough times to come and prepares you for the tougher times and I pray that when you get home next year your fires burn even brighter for him. 
with you guys always, love your Brother, Aaron
and who knows maybe I’ll see you along the way but for now ttyl and have a good one 
more blogs to come.