I’m ok. I’ve been OK for a while now. Not spectacular, but far from miserable. I view ministry as work (probably because it is right now) and not the other way around, and honestly, I just don’t FEEL hungry sometimes. This is definitely a different environment and scene than I’ve grown accustomed to over the past 3 years and perhaps is stretching me more in different ways than my time on the field.
Last night I went to hang out with Jake. Jake has been as close to an older brother as I could think of as well as being my logistics supervisor. I was talking to him about my current situation and he said something that stuck with me:
WHO
HE
IS
There was this man named Jehu. He was servant to the king Ahab and Jezebel who had a thirst for the death of all of God’s prophets. One day, Elisha, sent a message that Jehu would be anointed king and would avenge the deaths of God’s prophets. The messenger arrived and pulled him over to the side, anointed him, declared him king, and ran off. Jehu went to see his soldiers and tell them what the Lord had said. Immediately it says that:
Jehu rides out and takes care of Ahab and Jezebel in order to fulfill what the Lord had declared. You see, it wasn’t about Jehu, but it was about him being who God desired him to be to help complete God’s purpose on the earth. He didn’t have to use Jehu, he chose to. And Jehu said, “yessir”, and recognized the opportunity.
I want to be like Jehu. A man who sees who God is and who he is, ready to do what He asks of me. Imagine what it would look like if we ALL knew him and knew our identities in him. So if someone speaks truth over your life and to your identity of how God sees you that resonates with his Word and your Spirit, own it. Why waste time? There are Kingdom things that need to be done and not enough people doing it.
Something to think on.
*2 Kings 9 – Story of Jehu
