Honestly, life can be so overwhelming at times it’s hard to dream. I get caught up in how I’m going to afford this thing and if things will work out over here and who’s going to do the dishes and when I’m going to do my homework. I’ll fall asleep trying to plan the next day and yes, even though I’m talking to you I’m also trying to plan what I’m cooking for dinner and what jobs I might apply for when I move. I keep trying to control and manage things that I haven’t even let Jesus in.
But I have to remind myself:
I have to let God show me what His best is for me
I am marked by God
Things will be okay
It’s okay to cry (even in the parking lot)
He promises to hold my hand (Isaiah 41: 10)
He sees me (Genesis 16:13)
I will not be stuck in life
I don’t have to do anything for God’s love and favor
Faith over feelings
So, I’ll look at this list and continue to add. I know that even if I’m on the verge of tears that I serve a good God. I’m going to praise Him because his goodness and mercy endures forever. There’s a clear line between overthinking and insightful introspection. If I want to follow the call God has on my life, I have to be willing to go through uncomfortable things and see things through the lens of Christ. He’s the God who sees me and gives joy & peace freely.
