I haven’t been able to sleep at all this week, because each night I think,
18 more days..
17 more days..
16 more..
11:12pm: Tonight I laid in bed at 11pm and got up, cleaned and started packing up my apartment. Maybe this will put me to sleep(spoiler, it did not).
12:30am: ..and I just finished.
12:38am: I am laying on my balcony with a blanket, pillow, and a varsity jacket that isn’t my own, as I find consultations as they surround me. It’s kinda crazy to think that God knows each and every one by name. He even cares about the stars. 200 BILLION STARS AND EACH ONE IS IMPORTANT TO HIM. It’s a reminder that I am too, important and he knows me. Doubt and fear have been following me around these past few nights and I’m letting it go. Because I am willing to go wherever He goes.
He counts the stars and calls them all by name. – Psalm 147:4
