HI friends!
I wanted to check in one last time. I haven’t touched base with most of you so here’s my check in to say I’ve made it home safely! I got home around 1am Friday morning and I’ve been resting up since! My days are mostly napping and Netflix and that’s about it!
How am I doing? I’m sure you all care to know lol. I’m numb. Part of me isn’t even sure the trip happened at all. Part of me knows it happened but wants to forget because it’d be easier. What do you do when you’ve been radically changed and everything at home remains the same? The Lord gave me such a passion and a Joy and a heart for the places He took me, the people He showed me, and the people that loved me. I fell in love with my team, I fell in love with a communal love, i fell in love with the mission.
So being home just feels like I’m trying to cover up a broken heart. But I don’t feel like I have the right to be broken hearted. Everything changed, and in an instant it was taken away. 5 flights, 50 hours, and I’m back here. I love home. It’s safe, and it’s comfortable, but right now it’s just tough. And amidst all of the chaos and panic of the Corona virus it seems like I should just stay silent, because the world has bigger problem right now.
Hmm this sounds kind of sad. Sorry about that. I guess it’s because I am kind of sad lol. But I’d have you know that I love you all! And I’m good! And corona free! And under a 14 day quarantine but ya know I’m living!
I just gotta thank y’all again for supporting me, because without you all I would’ve never had to chance to fall in love. I would’ve never gotten to know what it was like to sit in the presence of the Lord. I would’ve never met the kiddos I’m sponsoring. I would’ve never never experienced the omnipotence of God. I wouldn’t have gotten to hear story, after story, after story of God’s faithfulness and provision. My heart wouldn’t have been reshaped by God. I wouldn’t have figured out that I really need to go to therapy lol. There’s so many experiences that I’m thankful for, so many people I’m thankful for, and without y’all this would’ve never happened. Honestly never dreamed I’d ever get the chance to go half way across the world. Can the Lord meet me right here where I am in Michigan? Absolutely and He will. But He revealed some wonderful things to me over there too.
Also throw back to the kiddos I’m sponsoring, Thank you to everyone who stepped up and sponsored one of the siblings
, but Momo still needs a sponsor! 5/6 siblings are sponsored so if you feel like you’re able and want to please let me know! You truly will be changing his life!
If you wanna hear stories, or see pictures, or just catch up! Message me! FaceTime me! Call me! Whatever. I think we’re all trapped inside and going insane for awhile so I’d love to chat.
It’s been real guys 
