Time= 4:47 a.m.
Bag= 28 pounds
Me= Anxious.
Scared.
I am waiting to board my plane to Georgia for training camp before I head off the Nepal and I am feeling all of the emotions and more. so many questions racing in my head- will I be safe? Will my team like me? did I bring too much? did I bring too little? will I be capable of it all? where is my passport? the only way thing I can do is wait and trust. Which, if I’m being honest, I’m tired of doing just that. but I guess that’s the point of learning something new, it might suck, it might stretch you, it might make you have at least three meltdowns everyday, but in the end, it all happens for a reason.
Thankful
Blessed.
Thank you to the people who supported me. Thank you to the people who thought of me. Thank you to the new family. Another thing I am learning is how to receive. i often feel awkward or the sense to give back when others give. It’s hard for me to accept something as simple as my friends buying me an ice cream as they did yesterday. So this new journey, has been an even bigger stretch for me. Seeing all of you give in more ways than financially has been something I’ll never forget, and always cherish This is something I have never experienced before and it has been a gift. Thank you to the people who made this possible. I cant even begin to try and explain these feelings in words.
Overhwlemed
Excited.
i Don’t even know what to begin to expect for what is to come Who will I impact? Who will impact me? Will I use my hiking boots as much as i want? Will I fall in love with nepal? Questions I cannot wait to answer For those of you wondering, there are some things I would like to learn on this trip:
1) How do the people of nepal love God?
2) letting go of fears that get in the way of me taking action
3) stepping out in my faith and my personailty
4) how to be comfortably uncomfortable
5) how to love like Christ does
thank you people thank you for acting in my future I am truly blessed, amazed, excited, scared, and anxious and I couldn’t be any more happy about that
