Doubts?
A doubt is a feeling of uncertainty. Sometimes it even relates to fear. Am I having doubts about this trip? In a way, yes. I am not uncertain about the trip itself and what the ministry is about or what my team and I will do. I am very certain that this trip will be a huge success in showing God’s love. I have no doubt that God will work in amazing ways during the three months we are there and even after we leave. What I do doubt (or more so fear) is funding.
I am in week three of being accepted onto the World Race: Semesters program and I am beyond excited to make this journey that God is sending me on, but I am very fearful of my funding situation. I started in the program a bit late and am behind a little with my funding. It’s hard to keep positive about it. My amazing teammates keep reminding me that God will provide. I pray everyday that I will be fully financed in time to answer this calling.
Psalm 42:11
Why am I so sad?
Why am I so troubled?
I will put my hope in God,
and once again I will praise him,
my savior and my God.