Something I’m learning right now is rejection is so real and the feeling of rejection is so real but that doesn’t mean we have to listen to it.
This is my interpretation of Psalm 139//
You know me God. You know when I awake and when I sleep.
You see the good and the bad in me and still you call me beautiful, worthy, loved, enough.
You know every freckle on my face every hair on my head. You know my struggles and my strengths. You know my likes and my dislikes God.
You. Know. Me.
You knew the mistakes I would make before I even existed. You saw every time I turned my face from you.
And you love me anyways.
You were right there to hold me close and tell me just how much I mean to you.
You are all around me. Everywhere I look God I see you. In the mountains. In the people. The way the sunlight hits the widows and lights up the room God. You created all things and you are in all things.
You are there.
For a long time I have struggled with knowing who I am and who I am not. In today’s world everybody is always trying to tell me who I am and a lot of the times we listen. But the Bible tells me who the lord says I am so why is it so hard for me to listen?
I am working on viewing myself the way the Lord does. And Let me tell you it’s not the easiest. I struggle with what I look like and how I act. I’ve always compared myself to other girls. Thinking I could be prettier or skinnier and I could dress cuter. I compare my personality and my laugh too just because one day someone told me something I did was annoying. I am always trying to be someone I’m not because I want to be what everyone else wants me to be. I give what people say so much weight but I don’t give what the Lord says any space in my life. But God is being patient with me walking me through every inch of myself and telling me who he says I am. So when I’m feeling rejected or like I’m not good enough I just have to remind myself that the Lord sees me and he loves me so much more than I could ever imagine.
