Vulnerability – honestly, I’m sweating just thinking about the word. Oftentimes, I diverge or avoid being put in emotionally vulnerable situations. So, it’s safe to say that the biggest obstacle for me to get over when accepting my position on the World Race was fundraising. The idea of “asking for money” made my skin crawl. However, through this process I’ve learned some incredible lessons about fundraising and that it’s so much more than “asking for money”. It’s a partnership in which both parties allow themselves to be vulnerable by banning together for something much greater than themselves. And occasionally – it can even be fun.
Giving is something that comes from the heart and takes removal of the “consumer” mindset – to give freely. Accepting that gift completes the circle of breaking down those difficult barriers to realize that people in your life are investing in you. They believe in you. In this case, you believe in me. My supporters believe that I have the capabilities to rightfully represent the name of the Holy Spirit in the most sensitive parts of the world. This has allowed me to reject that spirit of anxiety, pride, and fear that initially came with the idea of fundraising. Instead, focusing on the truth that God is not pleased with how much money we have raised, but that we are committed to following his plan. Every time I let that thought ponder and seep into my mind, I become overwhelmed with emotion.
There are not enough words to explain the gratitude that I feel when I receive notification of a gift. It’s truly the most humbling and amazing process. I’ve physically jumped for joy; Every. Single. Time.
To put these statements into perspective, I had a goal of reaching my first $5,000 by the end of August. As of August 31st, I had raised $7,545. (Insert happy dancing and tears here) Because I’ve reached the initial $5K, I am officially able to attend training camp in October!! For twelve days, I will be in Gainesville, GA with members of the 2020 World Race Squads preparing mentally, emotionally, and physically for what our year is going to look like. It’s going to be an incredibly powerful two weeks as I’m sure the validity and realization of what I’ve signed up for will come to a head.
With that, there’s still $12,255 left to raise before I’m fully funded. It still sounds and feels like a lot, but with the faithfulness that’s already been shown I have no doubt that this is possible!!!
Once again to all of you out there reading this, thank you. Thank you for the prayers. Thank you for the encouragement. Thank you for the financial support. Thank you for choosing to join me on this journey.
