A lot can happen within just a month. I just recently moved to Outer Banks. North Carolina. Within just this month, entirely all of my tail lights stopped working, my tags expired on my car, and I lost my wallet. In these moments I was struggling to understand each situation. I was thinking, God why is this happening to me?” in the midst of it all I was genuinely freaking out. There was no calm bone in my body. I had no peace. I started to doubt that God actually wanted me in this City. I felt like I was stuck. It didn’t hit me until I was driving up a bridge over water on my way to work, in a friend’s truck(due to mine getting serviced), and the truck’s gas tank dangerously on the letter E that God spoke to me. When was the last time that I was thankful for what He had given me. When was the last time I didn’t focus on the situation and just wore a heart of thankfulness for Who He is and what He’s done. I focused so much on the situation in front of me. I forgot that there are things He does that I can’t even see. Right now. All I can see going into the World Race is the endless amount of tasks and dollars I need in order to join this World and heart changing trip. It seems impossible. That’s because I’m looking at what I can see but not what he can see. I’m trusting that God can make the impossible possible. I’m trusting that He knows exactly what I need in this season. He told me this is a time to wholly trust Him and see that He is teaching me to trust in Him and Him alone. I will look at this season with a thankful heart for what is being done and being given even if it doesn’t look the way I wanted it to. I know it looks exactly the way God intended it.
