I don’t know what I was expecting when I signed up for the World Race. I definitely wasn’t expecting to grow this much. Every single possible way you could think I’ve grown, I’ve grown. If someone were to say that they went on the World Race and didnt change I wouldnt believe them. You cant go through an experience like this and not be changed. Everything you see, everything you do, and the people around you really change your perspective on the world.
Just seeing my transformation after training camp was cool to see. The race tests you physically and emotionally it also tests how strong of a relationship you have with God. I have gone from never opening my bible to reading it every day. Coming on the race I had no idea how much I needed a better relationship with God.
When I signed up for the race I told myself that I probably would not make the fundraising goal. I told myself that even if I could just make it to April I still would have an amazing experience. Yet here I am in May, so close to being fully funded. I have definitely learned how to trust God more. Trust that he will get me to the places I need to be. That he has a plan and something like money is not going to stop those plans. That he will provide.
Something we do on the race is Feedback. You can either give or receive positive or constructive feedback. Feedback is meant to help you grow. At the beginning I was so nervous about feedback. I’ve learned to really appreciate feedback. It’s really meant to help you grow and become closer to God.
This year I’ve really come to know how to hear God’s voice. I learned that I hear his voice the most through music. I went from barely participating in worship to giving my all during worship. I love worship. I feel so open and free during worship.
My relationship with God is stronger than ever. I may be coming out of this without a team but I know God will always be on my side. I wouldn’t trade this year for anything. Even though there were several ups and downs I stuck it out. At the beginning of the year someone pointed out to me that I have never finished anything. I was determined to prove him wrong. I thought about quitting multiple times but I wanted to prove to myself that I could finish this year. If I am being honest when I first signed up I didn’t think I would make it past month 3. Here I am in month 11 so proud of myself! Most importantly God is with me and will always be with me.
