(the title of this post is sort of a dedication to my last night at home: one of my all time fav mems of my mom is her singing ‘twas the night before christmas‘ on the piano, in typical lynne fashion(iykyk:) also, this feels christmas, so it’s on theme))
i am currently laying in bed, about to go to sleep. today was my last day at home before i leave. the day is finally here.
i totally and completely downplayed this moment in my head for the past few months, telling myself it wasn’t really a big deal.
i said so many tough goodbyes today. i completely avoided them until the eleventh hour. its so weird being the person that’s leaving, and i would’ve thought I would be numb after saying so many goodbyes. instead, i am feeling raw and real.
it also really didn’t help that I completely waited until the last minute to pack, so i spent most of my day running around town doing everything last minute.
(pro tip: don’t do what I did(:)
at the end of today, no matter how tough, i know i am ready.
its a confidence of the lord, that i am going exactly where he wants me to be for this season.
i don’t have too much more to say other than thank you. thank you for the continuous prayers, they are the reason i have grown and been carried to this very moment.
let’s do this thang
