Hey y’all Becca here,
I just got home from the race on Saturday. There’s so many emotions, thoughts, and different things running though my mind all the time. The race taught me so much about the Holy Spirit, community, authenticity and numerous other things. Honestly being home is weird. Yes, of course I missed the people and I’m filled with joy that I get to see everyone again. Although it’s still weird, it’s hard to put into words what it’s like. Sometimes I feel like I’m looking and everything around me is moving in slo mo. You see I left and honestly while I was gone nothing really changed. The thing is though I came back and while everything is basically the same it all looks so different to me. These different lenses in a sense can be scary, actually they are scary but they’re a gift. To be quite honest the question I wanna keep asking the Lord is “what now?” The problem is sometimes he answers in a whisper and all I keep hearing is, “it’s the little conversations.” Holy Spirit is right, it is the little conversations, it’s the person bagging your groceries, it’s the girl doing your nails, it’s the people who care who ask good questions. It’s the tiny moments when Jesus shines through the most. So what now; now I guess I share the stories and the tiny moments.
Much Love,
Becca
