Due to the corona virus all squads are being sent home as soon as possible within the next few days.
So this is how I feel about it…..
You know how crops are supposed to be rotated in a field to keep the soil healthy, so put yourself in the place of the crop.
I was originally planted in a comfortable field with familiar people and familiar things. In due season the Lord picked me and said, “It’s time to rotate”, so He placed me in new soil, in a new land, with new people. Sure it was uncomfortable at times and hard at times, but ultimately I knew it was right and it was good! My roots grew deep and strong in this new land. My “plant” was stengthened and grew. BUT right now I feel like I’m being forcefully pulled out when I’m not ready. These deep roots that were planted are being stabbed with a trowel and placed back in familiar land that’s not so familiar anymore. I feel like I’m being dug up early and placed somewhere I should not be yet. I’M NOT READY YET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I’m not ready to be planted in this familiar soil with familiar people again. I’m just not ready! It’s hard and it hurts like none other! I don’t understand this new crop rotation that has come so soon and unexpectedly!
All I do know is that God does understand so that’s what I’m holding on to right now!
