I have always been told that this life is not mine, that the purpose of my life is to live and glorify God.
I truly believe that, and know that is so so true.
But I haven’t always been able to say that I am walking alongside the paved road for me, but the one I was creating for myself.
I wasn’t truly willing to give up my day to day, to seek the purpose God has for me.
I wasn’t willing to give up on the normalcy of my life.
I found it so much easier to walk in the stableness these last seven weeks.
I started my goodbyes, and that’s what made them so hard.
I was so use to being around these people, being loved by them, and doing life with them.
I got scared.
I was scared to see all the crazy good things God was about to do in my life.
I was scared to step out of this comfort zone I had created for myself.
I weeped. I bawled. I boohoo’d during these goodbyes.
forgetting where my ultimate comfort comes from. the father.
I cried out to him asking him to comfort me, and he simply just reminded me that I will not grow where I am at.
that I can not glorify him the way he wants me to, in the stable environment that I am in.
he has such a purpose for my life, and I just have to be willing to take that leap.
8 days until launch, and I wish I could say I am mentally and physically prepared. HA
However, I know that God is a provider, and even in the chaos that he is still the same God he was yesterday, and today.
I know that his way is better.
I know that his way will not be easier, comfortable, stable, and simple, but I know it will be better.
His knowledge is just too good for us to understand.
y’all, im so pumped. truly.
be praying for me through this crazy transition.
love y’all and speak to you soon.
