God what is it you want me to do?
I want you to speak. I gave you a mouth for a reason. Use it. Don’t be afriad for I am with you. Do you need to be reminded? Remember Moses?? When he recognised me and talked to me, I wanted him to do something for me. But what did he do? He doubted in the ability that I gave him. He didn’t think he was worthy enough to be the vessel I created him to be. You are doing the same thing this very moment. Don’t doubt yourself. Don’t doubt me! This next part of your life is to grow in me. I will be with you in all of your days. I gave you this voice for a reason, now go and use it.
But God, why?
Son, it will be okay. Do not fear. Do not be ashamed. Man has nothing on you. For you are with me and you are my child. I will provide for you in ways you may not understand. Trust in me throughout this time. People will listen to you when you speak. Step up. Get away from this comfortable life you live in. I love you. Now go. Take charge. I have gone before you and set your path in action. Do not underestimate the power in your words because it is I, your father, who speaks through you.
Okay dad. As long as you are with me I will go for it.
I will equip you with tools that you may not understand now but don’t worry you will eventually. In this season, you will do, hear, and see things you may not understand now and thats okay because one day you know why. Its not easy and I understand. I want you to figure some things out by yourself but I will guide you in the right direction. Be the leader I have called you to be. The people in your life at this moment need you now more than ever. I will see to it that you will lead them well. I will provide for you. Sit and listen to my words. Be still for once. Allow others to speak into your life. Open up and show them that you will be vulnerable.
This is scary. I question myself everyday. Even when I know its not from you I allow to speak into my life.
This family you are with will help you. Trust in them. They believe in you. They will pray for you. You can’t do this on your own. Don’t try to do it by yourself. You get tired quickly. Lean on them. I have given you these brothers and sisters for a reason. Count on them. You are not alone. I will always be here for you. They will be here for you. We all love you. Now go, use your words.
Yes, Father.
Here me out, there is power in your words. If you speak down upon yourself, you will feel the repercussions of those words. But if you speak truth and life into your life, you will walk around positive and head held up high. Don’t tear yourself down. Don’t feed into the lies Satan is speaking over you. You are greater than that. Learn God’s Word and live it out. Be nice to yourself.
