The Lord loves me!
I have always struggled with intimacy with the Lord and being able to hear His voice. Over the years I have built up walls in many of my relationships including my relationships with the Lord. Being at training camp for the past weekend I asked Him to break down my walls and He answered me. Even though all of training camp I missed home, my mom and sister so much. Missing them brought me closer to the Lord. I had to trust Him trough everything and learn that he was my friend and His love is unimaginable and reckless. It doesn’t made how far I run, how much I rebel He will always love me. Before leaving for training camp I went to one last service with the college group at home. Our pastor spoke words that I have been mediating on every sense. He said that growth with the Lord isn’t a light switch. It’s not something you can turn on and off when you want. After mediating on that my walls between Him and my team came crumbling down. God will always love me. He sent his only son for my sins to be paid. I always worried about what people would think of me, but that doesn’t matter. All the glory is His. After praying and listening to the Lord I made the decision to be baptized. I made the public declaration that Jesus is my Lord and savior. He unconditionally loves all of His children no matter how far we run from Him.
