“Why are you going on the World Race?” That’s a question I get quite often as I get closer and closer to my launch date. I wish I could just say one answer, but honestly there’s numerous reasons why I chose this particular ministry and trip.
One thing being that I have a servant’s heart, and this is definitely a mission of service. I was tired of living my ordinary, everyday life being stuck in my comfort zone and afraid to step out. I wanted more for my life, and I honestly wanted to be broken and rebuilt in a way that I believe only Jesus can do. I wanted to be stretched and made new; I wanted a new life with a different meaning. Serving is something I believe is a God-given ability, and I want Him to use my talents and abilities for His purpose.
So often we make our own plan for our lives, and this wasn’t something I thought would be feasible for someone like me – someone who was scarred, torn, broken, and beaten down. 17 year old Brandi could only dream of doing something like this, and being used for something so great. She had no idea who she was, and how much of an impact she could actually make. Being broken, abused, hurt – it helps you relate to so many people. It helps people realize that just because I have Jesus, I am nowhere near perfect, nor do I have it all together and because of that I’ve started embracing my past more and more. Not that I’m necessarily okay with my choices, but I am who I am because of them.
A second thing is that I’ve always struggled with relationships; I’m an introvert and have frequently used that as an excuse as to why I avoid people. In reality, I’ve been hurt by people, and I find that I will separate and isolate myself in order to avoid that. As I’ve gotten back into church and embraced the community around me, I find that I actually crave that intimacy with those around me. I want to hear their stories, see their life, understand why they’re the person they are.
I’m going to let you in on a little secret…There’s just something incredible about living in an open and honest community with people who will challenge you on your walk with Christ. I’ve already experienced that in the 24 hours I’ve been at training camp with my fellow believers, and it’s an incredible experience that I’ve never had before. This community and intimacy is something incredible that I truly believe will be life changing.
I can’t believe in just under 2 months I’ll be leaving my home and my family to pursue a new family and a new idea of the word “home.” My new home may be a tent, a certain spot on the floor, or a new relationship with a host family.
Thank you for staying tuned into my journey as my time in the states comes to an end. I will always appreciate all the support I’ve received.
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